7 days later...
ARRRGGGHHHHH............
doing the count down..
In 7 days, I'll be ........................... (count the number of dots)
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ARRRGGGHHHHH............
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T'was the poster that shielded me throughout... to protect the TV viewers' eyes I supposed...
The T-shirt says it all...
Ah.. the only reason I'm there... Proud of you, young one!
The only peeve for the night....
The Sec 2 RI boy (a neighbour of Joakim's cousin) who sat beside me during the show turned to me and greeted me, looking wide-eyed and ever chirpy... "AUNTIEEEE, you are Joakim's teacher ah?"
%#*^%#)@~!#)~*@!#^ Gggggrrrrhhhh......
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Spent the whole evening getting new batteries and fixing up radios with 3 padawans (a million thanks to you all...) in order for the graduating padawans to embark on one of their many "scholarly" exams - the listening comprehension component... Yes.. the Naboo land will transmit incomprehensible messages (at least for me) to these young padawans through the trusty transponders which I hope will not break down on Mon..
I still do not fully understand why the HQ disallow us to use ELECTRICITY!!!! Perhaps, there is a possiblity that some vicious alien will trip the power supply at Simpleville.
Went out to purchase $100 plus worth of batteries to replace the EverReady batteries that turned out to be inferior to Energizer...no wonder, it's half the price. So now.. I have tons of EverReady unreliable cats.. sitting on my other 'other' table.. (yes.. I possess three work desks now...)
What can I do with them? If only I can use them to charge me up.. I'm losing energy.. physcially and psychologically... the effects of heartaches and long hours.. to get the padawans on the right path.. and some on the path...
Will I be EverReady... and even if I am... will I be of an inferior grade... I need an Energizer!!!! ~ My O&O ~
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Sometimes your logic tells you that that the following is just crap and the only reason why it may seem accurate is simply because each initial, month and horosocpe encompasses a variety of traits such that you are bound to hit most of the characteristics......... But for Sarah n I, it just seems too accurate.... And so it is...
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Taurus
Turn ons
Stability and dependability characterize Taurus. They like people who can blend and grow with them. If you have a Taurus partner you should appreciate all things bright and beautiful. They have an inherent artistic sense and are fond of color and music. Judge the life with them from purely materialistic point of view. Enjoy everything luxurious that money can provide. Enjoy good food (better if you can cook to please them) and good drinks with them.
Turn offs
Taurus is very slow to anger (in fact you may spend the whole life with them and still no spark) but you should not push your luck too much. Being unreasonable or aggressive with them may get you into trouble. Do not press him into a corner and if you do be prepared for a violent rage. Taurus is capable of violent outbursts though this is on very rare occasions. If you have a roving eye forget it because Taurus have can take the cake when it comes to being possessive. They can be suffocating when being possessive about you.
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Gemini
Turn ons
Gemini is a highly intellectual and versatile person. If you have a Gemini partner you have to match your wits with his wits to keep the zing in the relation. They want to be mentally stimulated so you have to be good in conversing. Your sense of humor will get you a permanent residence place in the heart of a Gemini. Be more communicative with them and if you are good in this then you will never know how hours pass by with you holding each other`s hand.
Turn offs
Gemini`s like to do many things at the same time so if unfortunately you are the types who is looking for stability you may get disappointed. Do not hold back a Gemini or you may lose him, as they are restless and need change in life constantly. You should try to adopt yourself with the ever-changing Gemini. Orthodox or conservative old fashion ideas are no-no in their dictionary. Change with the ever-changing Gemini and do not flow against the current.
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Cancer
Turn ons
Try to adapt yourself with the changing moods of the Cancer. At one moment they may be laughing and enjoying and in another moment they may cry or sulk. You may have to adjust with the moody and sensitive Cancer. They are like the tides in the ocean always fluctuating. Cancer people love food so if you know how to cook and can be poetic and romantic (added Bonus) then you know the way to their heart.
Turn offs
Cancerians are very sensitive people and can get easily hurt. So do not play with their emotions and sentiments. They are like tides that can take you with it. They form emotional bonds with even inanimate things too so do not ask them to discard old caps or souvenirs these things hold special meaning to them. You have to realize that the crabs have soft heart and are vulnerable. Do not contradict their tested line of thought and action it would only lead to confusion.
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Leo
Turn ons If you have Leo partner respect him and his majestic manners. Accept the advice of Leo, the lion, as he is the king of the jungle. It is the sign of a showman so if your partner does everything in grand style enjoy it. Do lavish Leo`s frequently with compliments and see them purr like a cat. They fall easily for flattery and want to be center of attraction of all eyes (sometimes they can be quiet theatrical too).
Turn offs
Never ever hurt the ego of a Leo. Pride, ego and vanity are some of the bags all Leo`s always carry with them. Do not touch these bags. An authoritative Leo is even more difficult to handle in such circumstances. Leo is a sunny sign so they do not like people who are gloomy or depressed. Even if you are crying at heart keep a sunny smile on your lips and then let lion take the charge and remove all worries from your life.
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Virgo
Turn ons
Virgo`s are very methodical and have great sense of duty but are blind to their own faults so if you have a Virgo partner emphasize more on their qualities (as it is they are not going to accept). Take keen interest in what they are doing and you will realize that they will go out of their way to help you. Do rely and appreciate their mental powers than physical powers. They can turn even an unsuccessful venture into a success.
Turn offs
Do not push a Virgo into limelight or on the center stage unless of course they do so on there own. They are shy and reserved by nature and do not like to be cynosure of all eyes. Virgo`s have a secrets that virtuous as they are would not like to come out in open so even if you have the key to their secret skeleton closet hide it do not admit even that you know anything about it. Virgo, the virgins, does not want to tarnish their public image.
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Libra
Turn ons
Libra needs peace and harmony in all their relationship so help them maintain that. Venus the ruling planet gives them beauty and they have weakness for people who can compliment them about their beauty (you will not have to make an effort to do that anyway). You can help Libra seek union and partnership in life. If you have Libra partner you can be sure to share beautiful and pleasurable moments together.
Turn offs
Libra is kind and gentle soul but very argumentative. Hence do not start an argument or discussion unless of course you are free and do not know how to pass your time. They hate to lose and most probably in between of discussion they may change their side too (remember scales can tilt) and still continue arguing from other side. Do not push your Libra partner into making decisions. They will keep weighing pros and cons and may still not be able to come to any decision. Have patience!
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Scorpio
Turn ons
Scorpio`s are full of passion and zest for life. They have tremendous drive that can involve you too. Tune in to their wavelength and you can enjoy the harmony and music in life with them. Scorpio`s are loyal and never forget a kind deed done by you. If you want to enjoy life with your Scorpio lover share their passion and intensity and you will be fascinated by how beautiful life can be with them.
Turn offs
Scorpio`s are very passionate and intense but they are also fiercely possessive and would like to possess your mind, body and soul. Do not let seeds of jealousy grow in them because then you may have to suffer agonies of jealousy and discontentment in life. Scorpio`s have explosive tempers be careful how you handle them. They never let anyone know what is going on in their mind till they strike and you may be caught unawares. Do not flirt around in the presence of your Scorpio lover.
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Sagittarius
Turn ons
Sagittarius is basically a happy go lucky kind. You can enjoy with their zest and enthusiasm in life. They can bubble with excitement that can be tangible at times. And if you share same interests and hobbies then life can be great fun together. They are frank and straightforward so if you want some truthful opinion about anything or anyone goes to them. Be optimistic as they are and view life as glass half full.
Turn offs
Sagittarius is fiercely independent and cannot tolerate restriction hence do not try to hold them back in life. Let them enjoy their freedom because if you hold any special place in their heart they will always come back for you. Do not feel irritated by the exaggeration in their speech. They may go on and on talking about certain things that may not even interest you but it is their way of trying to communicate with you. They are basically frank and outspoken (to the point of being rude) so do not feel offended by their talks.
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Capricorn
Turn ons
Capricorn are strong and dependable hence if you want to put your money on anyone it is of course this zodiac sign no matter how many difficulties (that incidentally are many) The goat has to undertake to achieve the goals. They are practical and conservative in their outlook and they expect you to blend in their color. They set certain standards for themselves in their life and they will always try to maintain those standards. For them social status and image is very important in life.
Turn offs
Do not expect a Capricorn mate to open their heart and pour everything to you. They are very secretive and reserved people. They are very thorough in all their affairs and hate any kind of sloppiness. Capricorn is very tightfisted and economical. Do not expect lavish gifts from them and if they do give you any gift (that is very rare) it will have some practical use (no romance please) but that does not mean you will be deprived of anything on the contrary you will be well provided.
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Aquarius
Turn ons
Aquarius are friendly and fascinating people. They have in-depth knowledge about various subjects and you can converse with them for hours without getting bored. They are capable of giving a lot of love that can be amazing. They have very broad outlook about life and you can relax in their presence. They will always welcome your ideas and actions about humanitarian causes. To keep an Aquarians lover interested you must possess that mysterious and intriguing quality. Once hooked they will always be very faithful to you.
Turn offs
Do not expect or plan a normal, simple and predictable life with an Aquarius partner. Aquarius people are totally unpredictable. They can go to any direction without giving any advance notice. They are basically very restless and get very easily bored. Though they are very friendly but do not expect them to reveal their inner most feelings to you (they will never). They can be very detached and impersonal that you may find very strange. Do not be surprised by this unpredictable quality that may crop up often
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Pisces
Turn ons
Pisces are very sensitive and charming people. If you are looking for someone who is understanding and can understand your feelings then you have met the right person. You should appreciate their feelings too and in the time when you need them they will help you. Pisces have keenly developed sixth sense and have great intuitive powers. Their hunches may usually be on the mark. But they can exhaust their physical and mental energies. They are born dreamers and you can build palaces with your dream lover (only in real life it may become a little difficult preposition).
Turn offs
Pisces are dreamers and you should not expect them to have worldly ambitions. They are not materialistic in nature. It is not that they like living below the poverty line but they have no earnest desire to accumulate wealth. They are very sensitive and you have to be always careful about their feelings. The fishes are capable of drowning you in their tears (even men born under this sign). Pisces people are very intuitive but do not depend on them to make decision on important matters
12 July 2006 .. 1st Year's Anniversary...hmmm..and Mark's DOB too...
It's exactly one year since I first blogged. Total posts: 77..... on purpose? Nah.. It's fated...
To think the first entry was done during a lesson.. ahh. before you start to judge.. it's for an EL lesson.
Thought such blogs would die a natural death.. Thought like most new initiatives, it wouldn't last. Thought I wouldn't be so free to blog about something at least once a month... Once again, I was wrong.. like how I was wrong about many other things.
Well, decided to have a roll of honours for my ramblings.. aka the 7 Years Later Academy Award...
And... the awards go to... drum roll please..
We'll see you next year at the 2nd 7 Years Later Academy Awards...
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#2 Mini Cooper S... Sweeettt!!!
This is quite possible but it'll be a long long more time before I can own this. Haha but nobody's gonna stop me from test driving one.
#3 Mazda Rx 8
Fierce especially the red one.. Doubt I will own this.
Back to reality....
Be practical. Buy what is affordable but still for reliability reasons.. I'm avoiding cars from some countries... keke.. u know which ones...
#1 Suzuki Swift sport...
This is still not within my reach... in half year's time maybe.. Love the yellow..
#2 Suzuki Swift 1.3 or 1.5...
This is way more affordable.. considering the Lavender, a girlie colour or the dark grey, dark and mysterious
#3 Chevrolet Aveo 5...
Cute and cheap.. but it's made in Korea leh.. Sigh..
#4 Citroen C3...
Cheap.. but dunno if it's reliable..
Would rather get this.. Citroen C3 Pluriel... a convertible.. but it's not available in Singapore!!!
Hmm... suddenly realised I like cars which are small and round.. a reflection of moi? Grrrhh...
Decisions... Decisions...but not gonna rush into buying any... who knows a better one may come along... dun wanna make a mistake again
Anyway, something in the book caught my attention. Frank, the author/teacher once suggested to his student from his Vocational and Technical High school (S'pore's equivalent of N(T) stream) that she has the potential to go to a college. When a guidance counsellor found out about it, he wrote to the "newbie" teacher this:
"A man's reach should exceed his grasp, but better make sure they have something to grasp. Don't create impossible dreams."
How sad... Why should adults tell a child that he or she has a limit to his/her potential? Is there even such a thing as an impossible dream if we go by Adidas' definition of IMPOSSIBLE.
I'm a victim of such "dream killers".. I still remember my CL teacher for telling me not to re-sit for my Chinese A level paper despite me getting a C6 for the June paper. The silly thing was that he asked for my opinion and I said 'why not?' Then he imposed his opinion on me. The next few sentences that came out from him sort of devastated me to the extent that I'll always remember him.. Loosely translated to English, this was what he said: " Zero Zero, I think you shouldn't re-sit for the yr end paper. It's impossible for you to improve by more than one grade and there's a chance that you'll get D7 , which will be reflected in your overall A level certificate and it wouldn't be very nice. At least your C6 from your June paper is on a separate Cert, so it's still not too bad."
And so it is.... I never got to see my full potential in Chinese.
And so it is.... I live the rest of my life knowing that I can only stop short at being proud of my A2 for my O level Chinese.. Nothing more.
As an educator now, I see the real need not to say that things are impossible especially to a padawan. Yet, I made this mistake of putting down one without even realising it. Was chit-chatting with an ex-padawan. We talked about her ambtion etc.. and she casually reminded me that on the day of her O level result release, she came to ask me if she should apply for ITE or Polytechnic. I don't remember what I said but she said I told her that with her grades, if she goes to Poly, she may struggle and not cope or end up in a 'dumping ground'. In the end, she still opted for the Poly route, and she is well on her way to getting her diploma and would soon be joining the Force.
I seriously cannot remember saying those things to her, but that's what she remembers. Similarly, if I were to tell my Chinese teacher what he told me, he'll most probably say the same.. "I don't remember". It goes to show that when you tell someone that things are impossible for him or that he's not good enough, it stays with him.
Teachers make mistakes. It's after all human. Hence forth, I shall remember that nothing is impossible... Any dream is possible if you believe in it and do all you can to attain it. Quoting another ex-padawan who's living and reaching out for his dream as a Singapore Idol..... "I'm just an ordinary kid chasing his dream."
All the best Young padawan... Nothing is impossible.
After all, "Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary..........
Impossible is nothing
Well, it's not that I'm looking forward to being sick.. but I was really perplexed by how long my body could hold out despite all the emotional rollercoaster rides, lack of sleep, nasty remarks, a big wayang and loads of work piled upon me.... I guess I have to thank God for giving me the strength to last out for 6 months.